Floating like a leaf!

So it's definitely chilly outside, and things are changing. There are definitely a lot of colors and falling leaves. Recently I had a day where I was feeling pretty tense and maybe a little down. I left work and on my way home I stopped to fill my car up with gas. As I pulled the nozzle out, I failed to see that the lever was stuck and I sprayed gasoline over my clothes. All the rest of the drive home, I smelled like gasoline, and was pretty upset about it. As I was driving I made a choice to turn my day around. I took a few deep breaths and imagined all the tension leaving me and peace settling in. All the sudden, I felt as though I had just awoken from "bad day" dream. I realized the sculpted mountains, and the colorful leaves blowing through the air, and it was quiet. It was beautiful. I realized it wasn't all that bad. I could just let those bad parts of my day float away like the leaves blowing before me in the wind. I kept that mind set for the rest of the week, and every bad part floated away like the leaves. I felt more hopeful, to accomplish my goals. In fact I had an experience this morning where I was stressed to the max and rushing to get out of the house because I thought I was late to church. I walked outside and got in my car and realized that I was actually leaving an hour early. I started to laugh, even though for many reasons I could be angry at myself, I realized how silly I had been for no reason. I was reminded of the day I observed the floating leaves and the beautiful scenery of the season. Again, I made the choice that my day was going to be okay, and it was!

New home, New town, New Babe pool!

It's crazy how different my life is from a month ago. I knew my place in everything, and now I feel like a rookie at everything. I used to live in Orem, working and going to school. I also had a calling that kept me really busy. Now, I'm in Provo, chillin with my girls.... who are Awesome roommates! I am attending a yoga school called Bodhi Yoga, and am in training to be a yoga therapist. I just barely got another calling in my new ward at church, and this calling is related to the one I had recently, so I don't feel completely lost. And I still work at the same place I worked at before.
I totally feel out of my comfort zone with a few new things... new place, new ward, new babe pool, etc. Especially, when it comes to flirting with guys. I could do it in my old ward, but I think it was just because I knew everybody, so it was easy. Now I have the hardest time just carrying on a normal conversation with them. I feel like a retard. LOL. Anyways,... I just need to remember that things take time. I learned that today in church. I was really down on myself because I feel like I'm not absolutely sure what's going on in my life. I'm not absolutely sure why I moved to Provo.... i just felt the spirit and thought thats what the Lord would have me do. But today I learned about just having patience and trusting in the Lord's will. I know it will all work out, and soon enough, it will really feel like home and I will really understand. Well, here goes another week!!